I truly hope you are okay. You are constantly on my mind, and I worry about you intensely. I want things to be like they were. I don’t want you to be fighting for your life. I want you to be okay and well and here… with me. Like it should be. I can’t let you go. And I don’t ever want to think about it. You can’t leave me. I can’t live without you holding me up. Please… Please get well. I need you..